batter

is what i am eating at the moment!! it is surprisingly nice!! previously i was about to put them into the muffin maker -like an oven- having forgot to put in sugar. i have a problem with instructions ...>.<...but this time the instructions were vague. they had sugar in the ingredients but not in the method. oh no!!!..gosh...gosh .wth!! anyway once it had been mixed in...and it was a whole bloody cup!!...once it was mixed in it started to taste really nice!! it is a passionfruit and raspberry cake...i dont know what is up with it but its gooey on the inside and brown on the outside ...but nice. i gonna go check on the last three now...still gooey...

so i was talking with ying about a much needed obsession. her advice was to write a story. so as i was walking puppy i started one in my head. it was only a paragraph long...but i only remember the first sentence and last general drift...having changed it a number of times in my head. that is what they should do!!! they should write a book then for the second print write it all over again!! how exciting would that be!!!!! same but different...O.O or even better!!

paragraph by paragraph! okay so write three paragraphs on the same idea that are the same but 'revised' then three different books appear. generally the same but different. you could say that that already happens and they publish the best, i guess. but its not the same. the sentence isnt the same the structure isnt the same thus the picture isnt the same...i should think on this more...the concept of 'better' is not fitting in with my idea.

What is this...

Seriously ... i need an obsession!

I keep thinking how utterly pointless shopping is and sleeping and even anime thesedays...its just not gripping! im so not enthralled...just bloody meandering...gah!...i have a nice new pair of earings though...they jingle...^^

im eating sultanas out of a cup...they are addictive...my puppy likes them too. i have brown nail polish on now next week will be orange.

we went to costco...everything is big there...we got a big bottle of jelly belly jellybeans...^^ so ive been entertaining myself in trying to make the recipes from sites online...but...its so damn hard to tell between cinnamon and cherry.

everything from school i didn't care about...has fallen by the wayside...bye bye wayside...yes you should say fallen with a pitch inflection...it sounds better.

i want to go to the beach...i want a pirate ship...i like the colour green...atm i'm telling Wong my favourite colour so i decided to include it here. i tried to feed my puppy...she doesn't want her fish/veggie balls.

Oh no. i just had the most horrendous thought! do i crave structure!?...do i need school...disgusting. No. what i need is to grow up...and hurry to where i want to be...and damn well find an obsession!!!

post mortem

okay its awsome that i have no school now...

Wong showed me his anime list..i want to watch one now...they sound amusing.

I signed up to a website to try free stuff...i hope i'm not taken for a ride...

i tried yellow nail polish. i liked it.

i have new blue shoes and new blue-y earrings to wear to church tomorrow.

i failed the austswim test.

i had an interview...i don't think it went too well but its good to hope!

i have pink grapefruit hand cream. it smells really really nice