beatles atm. here's my eng. poem

To like this man was of the hardest task
His shunnéd softness held like iron fast.
Suspicion at the sight of amblers looms
Squalid, failing, inner voices he grooms.
For the habit of faeries was the ‘tweens
And selecting sad characters it seems.
Their frenzy rushed to the threshold with joy
As they noticed the wicked, wedgéd boy.
Too many words coursed from this sad being
None for faeries advertently squishing.
As they pokéd and prodded this poor lump
They jimmied then sought their queen in triumph.
Deftly stepped the furtive glancing Fae Queen
Allured her this mound, sobbing, shaking scene.
His tiny eyes for an instant transgressed
Across the queen on his eyeballs impressed.
The disgusting villain she desiréd
With unquenched filth to her arrivéd.
She falls in awe encircling the reproved
’waiting revelation which she accrued.
This fool-man more than an object sought
His old nature displaced by giving court.
Thwarted choices arose a deaf’ning call
Neither acknowledged nor bothered at all.
Blooming in his heart, budding in his hand
The rose-man reveres, worships, barely stands.
The toy arose a good man in conscience
The queen reacts with little pleasance.
Alive with confidence the queen resides
As for other lives, all must meet demise.
Cruel words of others she does mediate
In her own none come to deliberate.
His noble voice prevailed, white on the tongue
Only sweet words, fine words, kind words were sung.
Honest and vigorous the man became
The queen ailed to her chambers and to lame.
Banality of that man, the sad queen
Desired away from the congruent keen.
Well-good the man was, traverse he breadth
Sought by a bee, and by eye-sting his death.

Sinking...

damnit...i wont get to transfer this semester...my life is on hold again. This waiting time is really killing me.

My puppy likes cake ^^

Faery, Fairy, Fae!!

Tell me i cant use this line in my english exam:

"Seemingly resplendent dresséd anew
His thoughts may've wandered to things not in view"

the words just came into my head...and i 'lol-ed' so i couldnt scrap it entirely. Now i put it here and remove it from my 35% weighted english exam ^^

forty lines; im doing it in heroic couplets; iambic pentameter; i find it amusing; ^^

i've finished the history exam. now for english. then theology. then philosophy. ^^

...Musings...for lack of a better word

BTW i am looking for the significance of a paper clip...this is disturbing i cannot find why paper clips are important??? anyway...

"In the Realm of the Forms"

..." i dont know how people live without the strange fascination we have for everything" continuing on to make a hat from foil.

'THE KEY OF HUMAN NATURE' striving for 'THE EMBODIMENT OF UNIVERSAL HARMONY'!!!

i am lost...paper clip...damnit!!!

bees ...'the bees knees'...i know it is around here somewhere!!!

To all those who are confused...Don't Panic.

It's sad...but i rely on you to encourage me...

okay so i was talking to vivi...and i realised how weird my diet was:

Breakfast: two mini dimsims, a tub of yoghurt, a malay sweet, glass of ginger ale
snack: chocolate cake
Lunch: i forgot to eat
Dinner: will have soon, it is now (7:45)
constant snacks throughout the day: maruku...it took so long to figure the spelling...

what i used to eat during high school as i know some would express ...concern after what i ate during hours.

Breakfast (actually in the morning b/f school): cereal-if forced to, otherwise leftovers or toast or pasta...i like pasta
Lunch: after i met asian group my lunches varied from salads to rice to pasta(i like pasta) or two minute noodles , before i would not eat or have a sandwich...LOL
Dinner(about 5:30-6:00): curry/pasta, curry/rice, curry/breads, and sometimes veges and meat(not often)
optional 2nd Dinner/dessert: usually what was cooked for the night/when others were eating

we went out yesterday for thosais to palm court though they made the 'wrap' of the thosai reallly reallly welll like it was crispy and light and yummy, the masala wasnt good, lacked spice and i actually saw some white potato.

So...that is my food life which changes drastically from day to day but dinner is generally a constant ^^ i like dinners

I never really liked purple

i had some really lucid dreams today...it was kinda scary...but first.

a week ago i had a really scary dream. it was about pets...i had puppy and cassie and there was this new magical dog. okay so everything was peachy it was a good dream...then i felt uneasy about this dog for some reason after shutting puppy and cassie in a closed area. so i went out to check on them and this magical dog had eaten them and what was left was a brown version of that dog from pompeii...and same with cassie...and it was terrifying...like really scary BUT then i went and started patting this new magical dog like it was good AND only then did i realise what giant teeth it had and that it was purple...it gave off an evil aura yet i continued to pat it and smile...VERY scary dream. i have since decided it was a devil.

today i went for a nap after church and i had a dream as though i was awake. i dreamt i had gotten up and started tiding my room but then became more aware and realised i was still in bed. i cant remember anymore but...it was a very real dream. it was a pleasant dream...i like the feeling of waking up after a pleasant dream.

actually one of the cooler dreams ive had back when i was younger!...was part of my 'asylum dreams' series...okay so i had just escaped from an asylum and there was a whole bunch of us running through these suburban streets in broad daylight...luckily no one was about...so we branch off into smaller groups and keep running and then we are aware that there are like body-guard size men dressed in MIB fashion chasing us...[no we are not aliens, its just how they are dressed]...anyway obviously we dont want to be caught...so with my little group we veer off and jump over a pond and then a fence and then onto a small shed size thing and then climb a ladder onto the top of this massive airplane hanger...so everyone has dissappeared by now and so i look down off the hanger and see a giant crowd of people staring up containing the chasing people...and so our escape is thwarted...and im just like... ...figures/crap...

'you h-issed your m-istory lesson today'

Should we look into the past or into the future?
I guess if i used tarot cards i could do both right!
Actually i watched the first few episodes of Carnivale on tv. i found it quite good.
i keep staring at this photo frame Dong gave me. its so pretty. i haven't put a photo in it but...she wrote a message on the paper inside so...that's as good right!

my room contains tonnes of trinkets...utterly useless stuff...yet my room seems only cluttered with the useful things.

i think wearing hats limits my vision. so when i was a kid i hated wearing hats.
i also think listening to an ipod on the train is a very strange thing to do cause i can't hear what is around me. i read my book. i finished the narratives by C.S Lewis. really good!! thanks Voonie! i really liked the last one. im now reading The Silmarillion. its been a number of years since i've read something not on the reader apart from comics of course. which now, i still have quite a few unopened on my shelf...not for now i guess. im sure there'll be a time for it.

its 20 10 this year.