batter

is what i am eating at the moment!! it is surprisingly nice!! previously i was about to put them into the muffin maker -like an oven- having forgot to put in sugar. i have a problem with instructions ...>.<...but this time the instructions were vague. they had sugar in the ingredients but not in the method. oh no!!!..gosh...gosh .wth!! anyway once it had been mixed in...and it was a whole bloody cup!!...once it was mixed in it started to taste really nice!! it is a passionfruit and raspberry cake...i dont know what is up with it but its gooey on the inside and brown on the outside ...but nice. i gonna go check on the last three now...still gooey...

so i was talking with ying about a much needed obsession. her advice was to write a story. so as i was walking puppy i started one in my head. it was only a paragraph long...but i only remember the first sentence and last general drift...having changed it a number of times in my head. that is what they should do!!! they should write a book then for the second print write it all over again!! how exciting would that be!!!!! same but different...O.O or even better!!

paragraph by paragraph! okay so write three paragraphs on the same idea that are the same but 'revised' then three different books appear. generally the same but different. you could say that that already happens and they publish the best, i guess. but its not the same. the sentence isnt the same the structure isnt the same thus the picture isnt the same...i should think on this more...the concept of 'better' is not fitting in with my idea.

What is this...

Seriously ... i need an obsession!

I keep thinking how utterly pointless shopping is and sleeping and even anime thesedays...its just not gripping! im so not enthralled...just bloody meandering...gah!...i have a nice new pair of earings though...they jingle...^^

im eating sultanas out of a cup...they are addictive...my puppy likes them too. i have brown nail polish on now next week will be orange.

we went to costco...everything is big there...we got a big bottle of jelly belly jellybeans...^^ so ive been entertaining myself in trying to make the recipes from sites online...but...its so damn hard to tell between cinnamon and cherry.

everything from school i didn't care about...has fallen by the wayside...bye bye wayside...yes you should say fallen with a pitch inflection...it sounds better.

i want to go to the beach...i want a pirate ship...i like the colour green...atm i'm telling Wong my favourite colour so i decided to include it here. i tried to feed my puppy...she doesn't want her fish/veggie balls.

Oh no. i just had the most horrendous thought! do i crave structure!?...do i need school...disgusting. No. what i need is to grow up...and hurry to where i want to be...and damn well find an obsession!!!

post mortem

okay its awsome that i have no school now...

Wong showed me his anime list..i want to watch one now...they sound amusing.

I signed up to a website to try free stuff...i hope i'm not taken for a ride...

i tried yellow nail polish. i liked it.

i have new blue shoes and new blue-y earrings to wear to church tomorrow.

i failed the austswim test.

i had an interview...i don't think it went too well but its good to hope!

i have pink grapefruit hand cream. it smells really really nice

words

ague: a fit of shivers

vellum: fine parchment sometimes made of skin

awl: a tool to make holes in leather

execrable: hateful!!

ferrule: the metal thing on paintbrushes

voluble: a ready flow of speech

to english tomorrow...............paper 2.

i hope i can write well on one of the general questions....

"Man's love is a thing apart; 'tis a woman's whole existence.' Byron...though they dont say that...i mean what an awsome topic to write on

we have proctor brought to his knees by his adultery
abigail obsessed with proctor and dancing on graves apparantly...which i need to find
elizabeth if need be
nora!! yay...
and if need be dr. Rank/ torvald...
okay find quote time

Gosh, i miss gummy bears...

don't you? geez i remember having those tiny gummy bears...they were so small...but i still only ate one at a time...and they all tasted the same... but were so gummy!!^^

i was just watching mortal kombat...another childhood favourite...^^...yes i was a strange little girl...my grandfather like martial arts movies so i watched them too!!LOOLL when i was in prep in my old school, we were asked what we wanted to be when we grew up (it went in the school year book -but i didn't know that then)so when everybody said firewoman, vet...or something...i said karate kid LOOLL...the true story of a VERY STRANGE CHILD!!!!!

i never thought i would grow up...and if i did i thought we would all be everything like...xena...who travels around doing good and being cool(in a campy way)!!...i was a nineties child!LOL It really never occured to me till...about a week ago...that we might not be able to do everything.

This thought makes me sad.

So the only logical thing to do...is to counter-act this foolish thought!!

Of course we can do everything that crosses our minds on a whimsy. We need to be positive!!!

Must be positive...and find a gummy bear...or two...^^

okay latin

so...i am blogging in hopes of motivating myself to learn the Aeneid in the three nights i have to get it done in...cause i skrewed up before im up to line 90...for all those that do not know ...i must get to line 400..........-.-.........will i get there........maybe...maybe not....gosh i hope so.

math exam on thursday good luck to all those that have chem/chinese tomorrow

we can pull it out of our asses can't we!?!...sure...thats why these exams are the only ones that count!...to give fools like me time to cram in 400 lines of the Aeneid and 26 chapters of Tacitus into a few days!!...i think i'll just learn half of Tacitus though...considering i'm only doing one Tacitus section.

I figure if i do as much as i can tonight then i will just have to do like..6 groups of 40 lines?...tomorrow and the next day...O.o??? LOOOLL..will this work!?!?LOOLL

Might as well try. ...if only that Aeneas could speak in my ear during the exam!! that would be cool.

Latin people and what i'd like to do to them:
1. Tacitus-tell him that he is somehow related to Nero, Piso and Tigellinus combined!
2. Sinon- Hand him over to Hector...heh heh heh, and cut out his tongue...way to verbose!!

okay Ying did a wonderful impersonation of Pliny after i told her how i would like to punch him in the nose for giving me grief in year 11.

YING'S IMPERSONATION:
"caesar, today i encountered a miraculous happening
(marvellous to tell)! a long-haired girl clad in
strange clothes sprang out of my wardrobe and attacked me!"

colubrae

so...i was doing an unseen and the word 'colubrae' was not in the dictionary...so i googled it...and lol.

i get a few returns on it.

One was 'avistrum academy of sorcery'...this was humourous due to the fact vivi and i were dicussing spells today...more specifically the spell of how to open something she said it was porto...and i was like...'i open'...LOOL and got this image of someone bursting...LOOL...any way so then we were trying to find the imperative...this was funny especially as vivi was dressed in a black cape and hogwarts printouts.

and then i thought how awsome we would be at casting spells since we study latin...LOL...we would say stuff...and random junk would happen cause we forgot to decline the noun...or conjugate the verb...LOOOLLL ^^

btw i think ill go a deep red for my nails tomorrow ^^ im getting adventurous