34 in adelaide

We begin uni.
The photo above is of Katherine's uni attire in Adelaide. I personally think she will be hot. but it is a lot better than what i've been wearing. i've literally worn jeans and a tee-shirt everyday...i wore the two pairs i got in year four with a number of tee-shirts...you see when i go overseas or interstate ...or anywhere for that matter i like to get tee-shirts...practical and a momento.

[so .hong kong, singapore, paris, scotland, london, rspca, a computer one with binary code on it, manifest, a really old one from year five, two from dubai, another anime one, one from india, i have one from new york though i havent been, ...well as you can see i have a lot of teeshirts...these are just the baggy ones...you know not the tight ones. i have those too they are...revealing so i dont wear them as much.]

i think i've been looking like a hobo...but...i dont want to stand out that would be weird...though i think i do stand out cause no one else dresses in jeans and tee-shirt...unless they are male. how sad. i mean it would be nice to wear something nicer...but...then i would look nicer...i cbf looking nicer...uni is equivalent to school. this is such a dilemma. skrew self expression we should have a uniform.

so i had my first lecture tute combo today and yesterday. it was good. the content sounds really interesting i was actually considering reading ahead! this from a girl that doesnt like reading. i mean its so painful...i can read fast...but i generally read so that i can sound out and put expression into the words in my head. its...a habit...i dont know why.

i developed a new game its called observing people on the train. as opposed to from the bus window. its quite inventive. no it's not actually. and its kinda akward if someone catches you looking at them a number of times...

okay so what you do is you get on the train. then you sit down and find a number of seats which you wish to observe eg. four, five rows. and you watch. and wait. until someone gets off. and you try to guess who is going to get off!! its quite rewarding. first round i got one out of three the next few i didnt get any and then teh last round i got three out of three!! Some people are really big signposters they like fold their newspapers the stop beforhand...but some are strange and fold it two stops before!! tricky! some move their head. but i saw two guys who put their hand on the back of their necks. one female moved her hand from her lap to the seat. anyway it was really interesting?...cute?...amusing. yes amusing. cause the time just speeds past when you wait for people to get off the train!

hopefully...

i have something interesting to say...well. so i had this orientation week...and steph signed me up for my student union thing. but i got a keyring. and i have a diary now . good. i have two. good-er.

My room is soo messy!!! i have to tidy it.. i cant even stand being in it myself...but ..i am procrastinating. like...where the hell do i put all this stuff...and hanging up clothes...cbf! pain! drawers...help! i have an overflowing washing basket in my room cause i couldnt be bothered to put them away before...now its like doing hurdles to my window. PAIN... yes i am lazy.

i have a dilemma ...what books to use for uni?
i mean i like looseleaf...but i dont know.
i will figure it out. the english course sounds good. theme of strangeness.or ..something...history sounds scary ...philosophy sounds....sleepy..O.o...like thoughtful sleepy. and theology i know nothing about...we shall see...c...seeeee....

overall i am hopefull for this year. i shall aspire to some good marks. HD. High Definition here i come. *sigh* bad pun.

batter

is what i am eating at the moment!! it is surprisingly nice!! previously i was about to put them into the muffin maker -like an oven- having forgot to put in sugar. i have a problem with instructions ...>.<...but this time the instructions were vague. they had sugar in the ingredients but not in the method. oh no!!!..gosh...gosh .wth!! anyway once it had been mixed in...and it was a whole bloody cup!!...once it was mixed in it started to taste really nice!! it is a passionfruit and raspberry cake...i dont know what is up with it but its gooey on the inside and brown on the outside ...but nice. i gonna go check on the last three now...still gooey...

so i was talking with ying about a much needed obsession. her advice was to write a story. so as i was walking puppy i started one in my head. it was only a paragraph long...but i only remember the first sentence and last general drift...having changed it a number of times in my head. that is what they should do!!! they should write a book then for the second print write it all over again!! how exciting would that be!!!!! same but different...O.O or even better!!

paragraph by paragraph! okay so write three paragraphs on the same idea that are the same but 'revised' then three different books appear. generally the same but different. you could say that that already happens and they publish the best, i guess. but its not the same. the sentence isnt the same the structure isnt the same thus the picture isnt the same...i should think on this more...the concept of 'better' is not fitting in with my idea.

What is this...

Seriously ... i need an obsession!

I keep thinking how utterly pointless shopping is and sleeping and even anime thesedays...its just not gripping! im so not enthralled...just bloody meandering...gah!...i have a nice new pair of earings though...they jingle...^^

im eating sultanas out of a cup...they are addictive...my puppy likes them too. i have brown nail polish on now next week will be orange.

we went to costco...everything is big there...we got a big bottle of jelly belly jellybeans...^^ so ive been entertaining myself in trying to make the recipes from sites online...but...its so damn hard to tell between cinnamon and cherry.

everything from school i didn't care about...has fallen by the wayside...bye bye wayside...yes you should say fallen with a pitch inflection...it sounds better.

i want to go to the beach...i want a pirate ship...i like the colour green...atm i'm telling Wong my favourite colour so i decided to include it here. i tried to feed my puppy...she doesn't want her fish/veggie balls.

Oh no. i just had the most horrendous thought! do i crave structure!?...do i need school...disgusting. No. what i need is to grow up...and hurry to where i want to be...and damn well find an obsession!!!

post mortem

okay its awsome that i have no school now...

Wong showed me his anime list..i want to watch one now...they sound amusing.

I signed up to a website to try free stuff...i hope i'm not taken for a ride...

i tried yellow nail polish. i liked it.

i have new blue shoes and new blue-y earrings to wear to church tomorrow.

i failed the austswim test.

i had an interview...i don't think it went too well but its good to hope!

i have pink grapefruit hand cream. it smells really really nice

words

ague: a fit of shivers

vellum: fine parchment sometimes made of skin

awl: a tool to make holes in leather

execrable: hateful!!

ferrule: the metal thing on paintbrushes

voluble: a ready flow of speech

to english tomorrow...............paper 2.

i hope i can write well on one of the general questions....

"Man's love is a thing apart; 'tis a woman's whole existence.' Byron...though they dont say that...i mean what an awsome topic to write on

we have proctor brought to his knees by his adultery
abigail obsessed with proctor and dancing on graves apparantly...which i need to find
elizabeth if need be
nora!! yay...
and if need be dr. Rank/ torvald...
okay find quote time

Gosh, i miss gummy bears...

don't you? geez i remember having those tiny gummy bears...they were so small...but i still only ate one at a time...and they all tasted the same... but were so gummy!!^^

i was just watching mortal kombat...another childhood favourite...^^...yes i was a strange little girl...my grandfather like martial arts movies so i watched them too!!LOOLL when i was in prep in my old school, we were asked what we wanted to be when we grew up (it went in the school year book -but i didn't know that then)so when everybody said firewoman, vet...or something...i said karate kid LOOLL...the true story of a VERY STRANGE CHILD!!!!!

i never thought i would grow up...and if i did i thought we would all be everything like...xena...who travels around doing good and being cool(in a campy way)!!...i was a nineties child!LOL It really never occured to me till...about a week ago...that we might not be able to do everything.

This thought makes me sad.

So the only logical thing to do...is to counter-act this foolish thought!!

Of course we can do everything that crosses our minds on a whimsy. We need to be positive!!!

Must be positive...and find a gummy bear...or two...^^