What is this...

Seriously ... i need an obsession!

I keep thinking how utterly pointless shopping is and sleeping and even anime thesedays...its just not gripping! im so not enthralled...just bloody meandering...gah!...i have a nice new pair of earings though...they jingle...^^

im eating sultanas out of a cup...they are addictive...my puppy likes them too. i have brown nail polish on now next week will be orange.

we went to costco...everything is big there...we got a big bottle of jelly belly jellybeans...^^ so ive been entertaining myself in trying to make the recipes from sites online...but...its so damn hard to tell between cinnamon and cherry.

everything from school i didn't care about...has fallen by the wayside...bye bye wayside...yes you should say fallen with a pitch inflection...it sounds better.

i want to go to the beach...i want a pirate ship...i like the colour green...atm i'm telling Wong my favourite colour so i decided to include it here. i tried to feed my puppy...she doesn't want her fish/veggie balls.

Oh no. i just had the most horrendous thought! do i crave structure!?...do i need school...disgusting. No. what i need is to grow up...and hurry to where i want to be...and damn well find an obsession!!!