i don't enjoy writing essays. i didn't enjoy anything much to do with school. and now...i am pitiful...i prefer to sleep. what should we enjoy doing? im soo confounded...confused...and..another bloody 'c' word that means the same thing...damn limited vocab...confuddled...that isn't a word.?..
but i do remember them saying you can study what you want in uni. That we were supposed to study what we enjoy. i don't know what i enjoy. i liked english last year...when i was getting sevens...then i got a five...i hate english. but i didnt really like english...it was more...i could sleep during class and get a good mark...i liked not having to do anything.
i am really confused...what do people actually like doing...rather than just time-fillers like school and shopping and train-rides? how do we know we like doing stuff?...it really just fills our lives...we need more...i demand more!...go away head voice...i woke up this morning with 'just a spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down, the medicine go dooowwwnn....' stuck in my head...this is painful...thinking is painful...not thinking is more painful...yes im complaining...i have to wake up at six tomorrow...good night
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