eudaimonia

i feel so awake. i actually did stuff today. i woke up at eight and studied philosophy on the train, went to uni, reading the Silmarillion on the train back, drove home with my L-plates...soo embarrassing, played with aesa, had lunch, napped ^^, went to swimming, took puppy to the park, came home, did a sudoku, had dinner, and here i am now.

Though to many this is not much. But its more than i usually do, i believe now my thoughts are in the foreground, probs B-brainwaves!! ^^

gosh...do you ever feel your reality has warped?
I like this line i had to include it. i like the word pairing of reality and warped. ^^. i just came up with a really good example. you know the matrix...well, that should be a stupid question. well you know when he has deja vu with the black cat, and he is like oh...strange...whatever and then everyone else is like O.O OH NO!!. thats what i mean. likes...we know it happens but...there is just that inkling that something odd is in play....and if someone were to say some such thing, your heart would miss a beat.

I have a Philosophy Quiz tomorrow. btw i got a DI for my first English piece, happiness!!

Calenders

DATE: 2032 JULY 12th MONDAY

Today we went flying. We went to the moon, it took too long to get there. I wish they would shorten the trip. We continued to build our sandcastles, next time we go we are going to add a roof to the turret. I wish they would get the bio-engineered atmosphere sorted then the lakes would unfreeze. Anyhow, i guess they don't have Internet yet so what is the point? Plus...if they unfroze the lake...our sandcastle would disappear. We drew a smiley face in the sand and continued to make footprints. It was worth skipping work. These damn scientists get to go to the moon all the time...sure they complain about being so far away...and the silly dilemmas of...air and whatnot...but its cool...I'm sure the work is boring...but its cool!! I was never good at science...okay i was good...but hated studying...and it troubles me to this day cause i never gave it a fair go. I guess studying was preferrable to work though i would not go back even a day. The task is to figure out what to do with Tuesday the 13th of July. Should i go back to my desk only to listen to mind-numbing conversations? Do i really need the meagre amount of money? What else do i want to do?

I have a 40 years calender. I like it very much. Today's month April 2010 corresponds to July 2032, as in it has the same dates on the days of the week. Thanks to being slightly preoccupied by sci-fi [thanks Voonie, i really needed another distraction -.-] it occured to me that twenty years down the track that i would have even more options than today. But to choose an option...i would have to ask the same question. This is troublesome...VERY troublesome...where is my divine inspiration??...but that lacking i think i might be closing in on my next obsession.

Easter

Well...im currently eating my one kilo egg ^^...i love chocolate...and im doing a theology essay which i was gonna finish on thursday but...i procrastinated...surprise surprise.

so i hope this one will be better

i just need one good mark and then it will click...click...click...click...clicking is fun...

i got my exam timetable for june...why am i always talking about uni...this is saddening...so is spelling.

i've been watching farscape...and big bang theory...i am confused as to why i dislike science/math so much...i think im just lazy thus get bad marks thus dislike it.

we went to puppy school today. puppy liked it sooo much she met a dalmatian and they ran. and ran.. and ran....and then ran and ran...just ran...she was tired ^^.

demotivated

i don't understand. i've had a lot of sucky marks ranging from 0 well...quite a few 0's..to...wherever you think sucky marks end...however...i got back a theology assignment and i got 65%.........i was a little more than troubled. This is so terrible.

one of my maths teachers told me that i shouldn't wait for the answers to happen upon me. i should try to work out the problems and that i actually have to do something to get answers instead of waiting for divine inspiration or the like.

i am still quite impressed by how perceptive she was.

i thought i had figured out what 'work' meant by the end of year 12 but i don't think i've quite got it yet. this frustrates me.

Update: i love bells. They tinkle sweetly. ^^

peer pressure

so....i dont have much going on at the moment...but i think i should blog...i take the train now...that is interesting...i like trains...

i actually have this going around my head like bilbo's walking song.
"Train train, take us away. Take us away, far away. To the future, we will go. Where it leads, no one knows!" - selphie, FFVIII

its cute...and i like teh idea of trains...a new mode of transport...okay not new now but before it was...Dong had her party at puffing billy...^^

ships worry me...i mean ...what happens if they sink...cars smell, aeroplanes hmm....helicopters...well...what about getting caught in the propellers...O.O scary...walking..tiresome...i think a little motorised scooter would be nice...undercover motorised scooter...but then again trains have their limitations...horse travel is good...

i want a camel.

necessary advise

someone please tell me how to embed this widget...



i have happily played with the 'edit html' as you can obviously tell by the backgrounds...however i cannot find where i am supposed to add it.

vivi:


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Chatterbox

after end profile
u can put stuff under
that will become side bar content

however i have none of that stuff...so...yes. help would be greatly appreciated and then i can answer your every question about me.


WHat the...these things just appeared when i posted it!!!...O.O...i hate this...i dont understand!

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Unicorn

how do you find a book?

i dont know the title for sure could be unicorn, horse, pony, white/silver/the

i dont remember its content beyond the first scene

the author may or may not have a last name starting with a letter from last part of the alphabet

i remember it had a poem before the story started but i dont remember any words but one: breast...cause i thought it was an odd word to use. and perhaps there was something about a knife?

i read it in year 4 = 2001

i remember it was a darkish, navy blue-feeling book. but the writing was lighter-colour-feeling writing.

there was something about a young girl with an older person, a carriage ride, and perhaps a bow legged man standing infront of his mansion...there were woods. she was going to live there i think. definately woods.

it was fiction. not illustrated

I FOUND IT I FOUND IT I FOUND IT!!! THIS HAS TO BE IT!!
gosh gosh gosh ...

okay it has the word breast and knife in the poem ... long poem for a ten year old so i remember that.

its about a young girl...going to live with an older man (not bow legged)! and a carriage!! the colour of the feeling is right !! and the colour of the words!!! this is exciting

welll....thats a productive few hours spent....